Someone left a comment the other day on one of my other posts, asking me what I am looking for in a man. My reply was actually really snotty. Totally asshole of me.
The last 24hours because of a crazy situation of information coming to my attention, information I have to admit I didn't like finding out, I have been thinking.
I've talked about the fact that I need to have a guy in my life or at least a crush in order to be creative. I need a Muse.
I've never admitted it before, but what I want out of a guy is to be his Muse. I've never admitted it before because I never believed I deserved to be seen that way. But it's what I want.
So to answer the person honestly and without venom, I want to inspire a man.
I 'm guessing that is big key to finding the One, my soulmate, (yes remember we've gone over this a million times, I believe in soulmates) he'll have a new creativity when he meets me. I'll be his Muse.
Egotistical - no. Honest for the first time in years - honest to myself anyway.