Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Dagon pass the ax

And the wicked shit never dies.

Okay, so I was just on a website I just joined the other day reading someone's blog post about how much they hate rap music and just assuming that everyone on the site were metalheads. I was tempted to tell them to eat it raw but instead I wrote my own post in favour of the Dark Carnival . You can read my post here

I am always shocked still to see how closed minded some people are.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Ever have one of those days?

Where no matter what you do or who you try to talk to you just end up feeling invisible? Having one of those days. I was checking out something on here and noticed my badges had some missing information so I checked them out. Everything seemed okay. I had left some messages for people. but no replies, cant win them all. But one site inparticular made me feel worse then invisible. I haven't been on it in almost a year, and that was because no one there seemed to be greeting me or returning my greets. Had to log in today to check on things, the site has really grown which is great, but something was a wall or something.
Could be me, could be the planets could be ...well me. If I did something to piss any of them off.

The Lost Boys 2 The Tribe

I did the review on Alucard's Rose. So you can check it out there.

Monday, July 28, 2008

My new site

View my page on Fist Full of Garlic

I started a vampire fans site on

It's almost sundown

The Lost Boys sequel comes out tomorrow and alot of buzz is around it. You can visit the official website
or add them to your Facebook page.
I have already driven my local Blockbuster servers batty with my talk about the anticipation about this film. Fangs ready...check...stakes....check....garlic....check....then all is left to do is wait for sunrise.

Friday, July 25, 2008

Jcw 2-#3

Season 2 continues with episode #3 of JCW Slam Tv
Head on over to the Insane Clown Posse website to view what happens this week....
here's a small hint, hair cutters are involved.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Where did I go?

One of the first websites I ever signed up for was the site. I had months worth of threads in the boards and journal entries etc.
I stopped going for a while and recently started up again...and again...and again. Seems everytime that I join up when I go to log in again I am not on their records. Not too mention everything I did there in the past GONE.

Well I suppose I should look at it as a gift. If I am not there then I can't cry over old journal posts about old problems.

Monday, July 21, 2008

Only PG

OnePlusYou Quizzes and Widgets

that is alittle sad really.

O.I. Don't Know.....

if I can handle this!
Anyone who has read much of my blogs know that not only did I survive a horrid car accident Sept 1 2006, which broke 60% of my upper body, but you know that I have Osteogenesis Imperfecta Type 1.
Now, Ninja also has it and she is very well able to handle Pilates and Yoga no troubles.
I was having troubles just now with the first lesson of the Tai Chi. My ribs aching and ankle swollen.
The journey I am determined to embark on with the Yoga/BellyDance may well be more then my body can handle.
Though I must say just from the first lesson today my energy feels better. My Solar Plexus are my main problem Chakra at the moment and could be too why I am buying more yellow outfits.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Belly Dance

It's seductive, it's erotic, it's classic and it's what I plan to do.
I have always loved the look of Belly Dancing, and was kinda scared to try it for fearing looking like a female version of Jabba the Hut in a lowrise skirt. But if we don't face our fears we will never get anywhere in this plane of existence.
So I searched online and found myself on one very cool website World Dance New York
With every type of belly dancing there is and there's alot. So I watched the previews, and ordered myself two dvds .
I also went out to the store and picked up a Tai-Chi dvd, a belly dancing cd and a small "Mini Belly Dancing Kit".
As well as a yoga mat and knee pads. Yes; as I was informed that yoga movements are a major part of belly dancing.
Jabba the Hut be damned, this is one goal I have set that I have wanted for a very long time.

Friday, July 18, 2008

JCW #2-2

The second episode of JCW SEASON 2 has hit SLAM TV and I didn't see that coming!
Has arrived!

Thursday, July 17, 2008


Seems I don't know how.

Studies say that when you flirt with someone with the intent to catch a mate you should always pick someone with the same level of attractiveness as yourself. but I don't want an ugly man!
And you should know when to pick someone to flirt with for the sake of flirting and for mate finding. there's a difference?
And you should only flirt with someone who will be interested in you. but if I don't flirt with him how am I going to know if he's interested ?

When it comes down to it, I am a shy girl. A shy girl who has both waited around for a guy to tempt me (which got me nowhere at all) and tried to tempt men (which also got me nowhere at all) Even when I come across as hotsauce { loud, abrasive, steaming} I am still a shy girl at the core. I have been called too wholesome by the Trainwreck that was in my life few years ago; and too Jane Austen for my own good by male friends.

So then where is the middle ground? We read in articles both in magazines and on the internet to be willing to make the first move and not be afraid of what society will think of us. Okay, done that and gotten nothing. Well, not nothing; I have gotten laughed at by a few men and even caused one to puke on his shoes.
Not the best ego booster.
These same magazines and internet articles then turn around and tell us to wait for the man to make the first move because they need to feel like they are in control of things. I am still waiting for that manly-man to introduce himself to me. Waiting Waiting Waiting....

For some reason, it seems to that most of these how to flirt manuals on the net these days are written by teenaged girls. How is it that a 14 year old in the middle of Iowa is better at the art of seduction then a middle aged woman? I have no clue but seems she's able to get a date for the weekend and I am stuck sitting around watching episodes of Lipstick Jungle.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008


Spent 2 hours talking to "StandUpGuy" night before last, and had made plans with him for last night. Guess what, he stood me up again. God Damn It!
This time he didn't even call to say he wasn't coming over.
The worst part is that we have been in the same social circle for 26 years, and I have never known him to be this... crude.
Is it just me? Am I a human magnet for bad dates? (or in this case bad get togethers)

In one episode of SATC the question is put out there "Is it simply because my dad wasn't around and therefore I am screwed up about men?" {episode 65 'A Vogue Idea'}
This question seems to be sticking in my mind as of late, and I have no idea if it is the proper thought pattern.
They say that if everything goes to hell in relationships and you are the only common factor then you are the problem. Okay, fine it's me. No really if I am my own problem then how to I fix me?

Saturday, July 12, 2008

When stand up guys aren't so standup

I made plans middle of the week with a buddy from school who I haven't seen in ages. Everything went well, we talked for an hour on the phone joking with each other and there were moments when he said things that put ideas in my head.
I actually was starting to really look forward to seeing him. I was all dressed and ready to go meet up with him when he canceled. He had a fairly reasonable excuse not to met me; but still it seemed alittle ....rehearsed.
That was middle of the week, here it is Saturday night and I haven't heard anything else from him.
So when do you know if that "stand up guy" is really the real deal or just standing you up?
Did I read his tone wrong the night we made plans, or did he change his mind? Did he think I had more devious intentions then he thought and got repulsed?
Talk about being confused; I was rejected by someone who I am not even sure I am sexually attracted to, and I feel like I have just had my last request infront of the death squad denied.

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Re-write Draft 1

I really hate this part of the writing process. The fact when you have to sit down and face the first re-write of the next draft.
The part where you start to change character names, move scenes around, flesh out the smaller characters.
I wrote a semi-bio/semi-fiction back in 1998. I finished the story ...or so I had thought. Then in 2004 I gave it a satisfactory ending, only to have my computer die before I could back it up. Brilliant eh?
I didn't touch the story again depressed at the thought of not being able to recreate that great ending I had spent days at.
Till now.
So I pulled the story out the other week, for whatever reason it was tugging at me. And giving it a second draft have created almost a completely different story.
The fact that I could throw out 90% of the original story without care; does that mean I have become a better writer or just a colder one?


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